If there’s one thing I want to do after graduation, it’s parteeeyyy! Sad, I know. Some say college is the time to meet all the people you can and do all the fun stuff. It’s my fourth year in college and in all my four years, I only stayed for a few hours in a club (Temple in Greenbelt) for a birthday of a blockmate. Before that, I stepped into Ice just to check if there was space for me and my friends, was in and out in a few seconds. The only parties I’ve been to were ones here in the village, Merville.
Group of friends I grew up with are great. We take joy in hanging out and having drinks in each other’s houses. They’re actually going out in the world right now. Just the other week, they went salsa dancing. And sometime in July, they’re planning to go to Batangas. Hopefully, I’ll be able to go to Batangas. My only issue is money and permission from my mom and my brother. Imagine that, 21 and I still really can’t go out.
I can drive, but I can only drive alone in the village even if I have a license. I drove to Manila for a wedding once thought, with my boyfriend, but I was still with my boyfriend. I’ve been out of town but always under adult supervision. Well, even if relatives are taking care of tuition and allowance, I’m still living under my mom’s roof. I haven’t been able to contribute anything to the house. I’ve tried to, believe me, but the world keeps shutting me out.
I’ll get there, I guess… Out there, I mean. Out there where I can actually enjoy everything life and this world has to offer without the need to ask for permission or money from anyone. I just have to be patient and work my way out.
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